I finally managed to weigh myself using my own scales since the beginning of the holidays and I'm pretty surprised that my weight stayed in exactly the same area as it was before Christmas. I have no idea how I've managed that since I've been stuffed to bursting point these past few weeks. It's very strange. However, it does mean I started the New Year at the highest weight I have ever started a year at. I mean, it's only 4 pounds away from my highest ever weight which is just as depressing as another year of this.
I don't think 2014 can be as bad as 2013 though. Last year was one of the worst for so many reasons and it would take a lot or this year to actually be worse. I'm not ruling it out, but it would take soo much for a year to be worse than last year. Let's hope it is a lot better though!
I bought a new journal for the New Year.I haven't written down my thoughts in ages and I'd like to actually manage to fill up a journal instead of wavering off after a couple of weeks which I always seem to do. It's super cute and got a cute little panda on the cover. I was going to buy one to write down what I've eaten/exercised, but I decided to just rely on MyFitnessPal instead. It's much easier to just log everything on there and have a journal solely for thoughts.
I go back to college on the 8th which I'm not looking forward to. I have so much work to do before then and I really don't care enough to do it. I'm also not looking forward to going back because I cancelled on a college friends birthday party just before Christmas and it's just going to be really awkward and weird. I'll be slightly glad for a wee bit of normality though.
On a random note, why is it so awkward to unfollow a blog? It's seriously taken me 15 minutes to be able to do so!