Saturday, 31 December 2011

Last day of 2011

It's time for me to stop ducking blogger and actually post!

Christmas went fine. Not too much food actually which surprised me. A LOT of alcohol, but alcohol doesn't scare me like food does. My Christmas dinner ended up being pizza lol. So not traditional in any shape or form, but Christmas isn't really traditional anymore. It's just an over commercialised holiday these days.

It's fine. Christmas only comes once year. Not feeling these gained pounds though and that is why I am glad Christmas only comes once a year. Fuck that song wishing for it every day! I'd be bigger than an house if that happened!

It's the last day of 2011 and I'm kind of scared. I don't know how 2012 is going to go and I don't know. I somehow just don't predict it being better than this year. I have no idea why, but I think it will be worse. Not because I want it to be or anything, just because the ED and things are getting worse. Worse than they were when 2011 started anyway. I don't see it improving any time soon. I want it to be a good year though. Or at least an okay year.

I'm heading out in a few hours to enter 2012 drunk and yeah. Hopefully it's another good night. I haven't had any sleep though so it could go either. Actually, knowing my friends, it could go either way anyway.

I should do my hair. I've not used any heated products on it in over two weeks! Shocking, right?!
I need to read blogs.
I need to take my braids out.
Actually, I need a shower first.

Happy New Year!

Take care


  1. New year scares me because it's entering a new year. Duh naturally you enter a new year in the new year. Dumb moment then. I mean it's entering a new year of the unknown. You don't know what is going to happen and if like me you like to plan things out, it's scary.

    Have a fantastic night though. :) xxxx

  2. And don't feel like next year is going to be worse. Remember, you have the ability to make the new year how YOU want it to be. xxxx

  3. Glad you decided to post:D My New Year's Eve is consisting of sitting in my room avoiding the massive crowd of people at my house right now. I sincerely hope that 2012 is a year where you can explore and learn and seek among the broken fragments to find not comfort but rather awakening.
    Have fun tonight and be safe!

  4. Everyone hopes that new year will bring something good - I wish this would work.