Don't you just hate it when somebody is eating something and you aren't? Two of my friends are eating (one is having fish and chips and the other is having burger and fries) and it's driving me mad because I am not. Clever me said I had eaten already simply because I am sick of this plateau.
I ended up getting no sleep last night or even the chance to catch an hour this afternoon. Insomnia will be the death of me to be honest. I am so glad my doctor is kind of open to sleeping tablets. :D Any doctor who is happy to give out tablets is worth his weight in gold. ;) I'm kidding... I don't think I'd ever take them, though it is highly tempting with college coming up.. I don't know. I'm so, like, anti medication for most stuff. Like when it comes to depression, I personally would rather talk to someone rather than take medication for it. In my opinion it is better to let everything out and work on the issues than it is to just hide the problem with medication. That's just for myself though.
I need to really buy some new jeans. Jeans shopping is always stressful but my belt isn't going to go any further than the third hole with these jeans lol. I should be sort of happy about needing new jeans, but I don't feel any smaller than I was when I bought these jeans. Nearly a 30lbs difference and I just don't see it. I think at times the BDD is worse than the ED when it comes to actually seeing how you really look.
I'm just rambling now.
I hope you have all had lovely days. :)