I can finally hear myself think. Or rather, not think haha. It's actually kind of amazing! I've spent the last hour listening to Hilary Duff and all the people from when I was a kid. I am pretty sure I was a kid at the perfect time. There was definitely the best stuff coming out of Disney back then. :)
I realised this afternoon that I haven't really been filling out my food/exercise diary lately. I probably should, and I do it on Loseit!... I just don't like writing it down for others to see. That's why I sort of avoid the 'what have you eaten?' threads on PT. I get that "too much or too little" feeling. I should make an effort to catch up on it and fill it in I guess.
I don't think I can get out of lunch on Tuesday. Thankfully, it is at a place where another friend of mine hates the food too since they changed management. It used to be a lovely place, but not so much these days.
So whilst I am glad I won't be eating anything from there (I'll make something at home or pick up a salad from somewhere), sitting around doing nothing whilst people are eating and enjoying themselves isn't fun. At least I am going shoe shopping and dying my hair that day. :)
I had a wtf sort of moment this morning. Don't you just hate it when they creep along? I was there, exercising, minding my own business, when all I could think was "What on earth am I doing?" Not regarding the exercise, just a "What the heck am I doing in general?" kinda thing. I hate it when they pop up from time to time. They make me question everything and ask myself why am I still like this and why am I doing this to myself and all that annoying stuff.
So I guess I have a busy week ahead.
- Going to Nottingham with a few friends for a couple of hours
- Lunch/shopping Tuesday
- College on Wednesday
- Doctors on Thursday
- More shopping and broadband on Friday
- Cinema and general day out on Saturday
- I have to bake my cousins birthday cake and get stuff ready for college on Sunday
Sad thing is, I think I prefer Thursday and Sunday. Yes, I know I probably sound strange to prefer the doctors to spending time with my friends, but maybe it's once it is over, it's over for a little while? I don't know. My mindset isn't exactly fabulous is it?