Thursday, 1 September 2011
For some retarded reason just then, I was about to write it's October.
I want to be wherever that picture was taken and spend all day there just reading a book. I imagine it would be so peaceful.
I feel all positive today for some reason. I have no idea why because it's not like I feel fantastic (stomach ache from laxatives, stupid wisdom teeth and the annoying plateau), but I could do with feeling positive like this everyday. It is much better than that general depressed/sad/blah feeling.
I realised this morning when I stood on the scales (I have quite good thinking sessions on them things) that I am around 5.6lbs away from my lowest weight this year. It's still a perfectly healthy weight and everything, so it's not like it's terribly unhealthy or anything. Well, it's not an unhealthy weight at least. How I lose the weight and all that jizz isn't healthy, but hey ho.
I'm still a little annoyed that I can't really eat. I don't know why I am annoyed because I guess to many it would be a blessing in disguise or something, but I was actually going to make an effort to eat... Something. Unfortunately, it feels like I have little men doing construction of sorts in my mouth haha. I hate wisdom teeth. I should definitely not have waited before asking to have them taken out just because they didn't hurt. Now I have to have a general to have them out and I remember the last time I had a GA. I freaked out so bad because they didn't explain it to me or anything. In my defense, I was 7.