Perfection is just a fantasy word. One I will never achieve. But why do I crave it so much?
Wednesday, 21 April 2010
I can't seem to stop. The further I get into my ED the worse my self harm is getting. I hate it but I love the release it gives me. I don't often do it on my arms but by god it is addictive!! The release is amazing. It's like breaking a bone on purpose. Feels so good. Though at least breaking a bone on purpose doesn't leave a scar XD