Perfection is just a fantasy word. One I will never achieve. But why do I crave it so much?
Thursday, 25 March 2010
Tough few hours
It's been a tough few past hours. Dannii said she was going to kill herself. I think I managed to talk her out of it. She said she'd sleep it off but I am kinda scared still about her. I hope she is definitely alright.
Anyway I am quite close to day 11. I'm quite proud of how far I have come but am beginning to realise how badly I am falling into my Eating Disorder. It's a complex thing this.