Thursday, 7 January 2010


Fucking fucked up big time and it's only nearly 1pm!! Fuck fuck fuck!!! Arghh why do I keep doing this? Probably around 1000 calories :x I need to keep my fucking mouth closed!! That is it! I am not eating anything this weekend. Will be very hard cos my nana is here but I will do it. I am determind to do it. I can't stand being this size. It's sick. I got a call about a job today in the hospital I want which means I could start work before expected but hopefully not. If that is the case I hope to be at least 8st 7lbs minimum by then. Arghhhh!!! I'd go and throw up but house is full :'( I hate this. I fucking do! I'm such a fat fucking failure. My punishment: 3 day fast. Mucho Love xoxox

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